Friday, November 11
hair's still wet. it feels very uncomfortable and it isn't helping my stuffy nose and pounding head. i don't know how siti does it, 10am-9pm for
5 days. like bloody hell is she a machine?? and she's not even done yet. they have til tues. i have to look for a job on monday or i'll end up drinkig tap water and eating cup noodles in perth, but i'll try to go down every day that they need help. but if they have enough people i won't go down and take up space - i'm allergic to dust. of course my parents don't know that. i didn't know either. but after several hours and a few days of being among dusty / woolly clothes.. well. just to clarify, i'm not allergic to my hamster!! i love her to bits, but my mother made me take her out of my room. =( i have come up with an addition to my criteria. you already know the rest; christian, quick-witted and witty, musically inclined, share common interests [reading certain books and discussing them, spending lots of time at nice and peaceful albiet thought-provoking places like the esplanade, drinking hot chocolate slowly at coffee bean etc].. well here's the latest. he's gotta have a
heart. you know what i mean. if all he's interested in is having a good time, i won't consider him no matter how witty he is. i realise this should come under christianity, but you'd be surprised to learn that it doesn't always. which means if i were to ask someone to accompany me to volunteer at some association and he either laughs at the idea / stares at me incredulously / or thinks i'm crazy, then he's definitely not what i'm interested in. not that it's happened yet. but just to make a mental [and not so mental] note. there. my list is growing less likely with each addition. is this why everyone's asking me to be spinsters with them when we grow old?
my nose still feels clogged and my eyes still hurt from all that dust. bleaugh. oh well it's all for a good cause. i need a less sensitive nervous system.
it must've been love.
10:27 pm
xoxo
